Inspired

I love this word; inspiration. To be moved by spirit; in spirit. We have all felt this feeling, to be moved in a powerful way to act, to feel deeply about something.

I just met with a dear friend whom I have not spent time with in recent months. She shared with me all that she is inspired to do these days. And all of it felt real clean, like it was coming from spirit. From the light. It made me super happy to listen to her.

Inspiration is something we share. If I am truly inspired to act, I will act with integrity. I will not act in order to feel better about myself, or to feel better about what I do. I will not act in any way for recognition, or to gain merits. I am not acting against a situation either. I am not trying to "fix" something that I deem needing fixing. I am inspired to act for the sake of inspiration itself, for the Light of Spirit, because that is where the inspiration has come from. I act because the inspiration has given the gift of deep Love. And if I act in integrity, then I am inspiring others to act in integrity as well. They may, or they may not. But hopefully they can get a taste of inspiration as well.

Because you see, true inspiration is an act of Love. We always are inspired to serve that which we Love. Whether it be our children, our environment, fellow beings, or the deepest Truth that is within us and everywhere. And because we act out of our Love, we can act with incredible courage.

It's been a long time since I was deeply inspired to act. The inspiration has been towards going within and deeply knowing myself. But now for about the last month the inspiration to act has really been kicking in. And I am so enormously grateful. Because not being inspired, or the lack of inspiration can really suck. But sometimes no inspiration can be beneficial too. It dissolves any doer-ship that may remain in the system. The illusion of "I am doing" is a strong illusion, and the ego loves that. But that is not true inspiration. That is the doer doing, fulfilling its own agenda to do.

Inspiration takes you on a journey that can be quite scary. We may not have the confidence to act, as the inspiration is guiding us to act. Maybe we are being guided to do something we are unskilled at, or that involves a great risk of failure. This may well be. And often the risk is a telling sign that this is precisely where we are needing to go....into the possibility of utter failure. But the inspiration is there, and so is the courage. We do not want to ignore it....because it may go away if we do.

No, the inspiration is precious and needs to be respected, like a gift. It is from the Infinite Light, and not all get to feel it's touch. So we don't think about the risk, but we get to include any part of our Being that may feel a little apprehensive, or afraid- that gets to come along as well. It's a journey guided by Light, and Light transforms every part that feels separate. There is much that is happening through being inspired, so make sure you include every part of yourself in this ride. It will be much more effective.

Diving in

I give all of myself to this exploration. There is no holding back, no going back. The choice is so obvious now, to choose this glorious Presence in any given moment-this gloriously alive moment- over all other things, all other concerns.

What grace! To have this Life offered to us just the way it is, and to be able to see that this moment contains the entirety of all magic. To keep choosing this magic-this presence- is where this Life wants to align.

Life is still so up in the air, so not-known. I know things are changing though-I can feel it in my nervous system. Its time to dive in deeper. Not in a cloistered, reclusive way-but rather in a way that allows all attachments to be released as this blessed Presence is given this Life. I don't know where I will live, and that is OK. I can still feel a little apprehension in the nervous system, the mind projecting into the future-a little wanting to know. But that is OK too. I can feel it within this glorious exchange with the Beloved Divine, so the little bit of apprehension is fully embraced by the Divine. Every part of my Being is coming home to this glorious moment. And every molecule of this moment is embracing Being. And mind really likes this much better than worrying about anything...much better.

The Potency of Life

Lately I have been feeling a lot of Life entering my Being, and also my circumstances. It's pretty cool. I am busy with many things, yet the busyness isn't coming from thoughts about what I need to do-rather its a very strong energy. Its an energy that is informing my system of all its capable of doing.

This is very different for me. I have never had a strong "doer" going on. for most of my life, I have led a more simple life. I would go to my job, do a little exercise, and have a few Satsangs. It felt like Life was wanting to keep everything quiet and connected to Source, so that any expectations about Life could be exposed and seen.

Now everything has flipped! Haha! There has been such a degree of letting go of expectations, and such an intense degree of focus on what is True, that Life is beginning to respond. And it is strong!

I feel inspired. What is moving through me is my Beloved. And She wants to act. Of course, I have no idea what will happen, as there is only this moment in which I feel Her inspiring the system. But there are many doorways through which to walk through...in this moment, and in this moment.

It's kind of scary too. Because many of these doorways are not familiar, nor comfortable. They lead to absolute not-knowing. And this is good because it forces me to stay present, where the guidance is. Where the inspiration is.

All I know is that what is moving this vessel is the only Truth I desire. And because my nervous system recognizes this, it opens more. It is becoming more in tune with Life- more awake to Life.

I feel like I am just beginning to Live.