The Potency of Life

Lately I have been feeling a lot of Life entering my Being, and also my circumstances. It's pretty cool. I am busy with many things, yet the busyness isn't coming from thoughts about what I need to do-rather its a very strong energy. Its an energy that is informing my system of all its capable of doing.

This is very different for me. I have never had a strong "doer" going on. for most of my life, I have led a more simple life. I would go to my job, do a little exercise, and have a few Satsangs. It felt like Life was wanting to keep everything quiet and connected to Source, so that any expectations about Life could be exposed and seen.

Now everything has flipped! Haha! There has been such a degree of letting go of expectations, and such an intense degree of focus on what is True, that Life is beginning to respond. And it is strong!

I feel inspired. What is moving through me is my Beloved. And She wants to act. Of course, I have no idea what will happen, as there is only this moment in which I feel Her inspiring the system. But there are many doorways through which to walk through...in this moment, and in this moment.

It's kind of scary too. Because many of these doorways are not familiar, nor comfortable. They lead to absolute not-knowing. And this is good because it forces me to stay present, where the guidance is. Where the inspiration is.

All I know is that what is moving this vessel is the only Truth I desire. And because my nervous system recognizes this, it opens more. It is becoming more in tune with Life- more awake to Life.

I feel like I am just beginning to Live.

The Power of Love

The idea of truth, or awareness, can sometimes lead seekers into an area that feels dry, or stagnant. This dryness has no life in it simply because it is devoid of Love.

To have a Love relationship with the Divine is in no way an inferior path. On the contrary, the power of Love is what leads us to unimaginable depths- depths that are beyond what the mind could ever imagine. We are leaving behind what is known.

It is this Love that leads me on. It is this Love that my Being feels as it opens up to the Totality. My Beings feels Love as a guiding power; a power that gives it courage to go beyond what it "thinks" or imagines.

Love leads us beyond this paradigm of relativity-where "my life" controls our everyday actions and relationships. Love dissolves "my life" into the source of Life. We have the inspiration to leave "my life,"  because Love feels more valuable, more precious, than "my life" ever could. "My life" is driven by the need for protection- it is filled with fear, insecurity and grasping. To dissolve "my life" through the Love of Divine, is a very powerful process indeed.

To have a Love relationship with the Divine is a mutual relationship. To feel Love for the Divine eventually allows the Being to feel Loved by the Divine- to feel cared for, nourished. This thrills the Being into opening up more to the unknown, which allows the unknown to enter the Being...which thrills the Being even more...bringing it into such precision and clarity, focus and Love.

On and on, deeper and deeper.....into the beauty and precious dynamic power of Love.

This is my path...will you join me?

Sea of Uncertainty

It's amazing how efficiently True Nature leads us deeper...if this is truly what we want

There are no mistakes- only a very well-designed, custom-made journey.

The past three months have been tough. The relative reality of my life has left me with very little to hold onto. And I see the beauty and invitation of that.

Because there has been so little to hold onto, the invitation to know myself, as the Beloved Presence, has gotten so much stronger. And even though there are challenges- big ones-the desire to go deeper is much more enticing. These big challenges-such as not knowing where I am going to live in two months, or if I will have a care I can drive-have left me floating in a sea of uncertainty. And this sea has become my home, my refuge.

Uncertainty is a great catalyst for change. Its when we get to really see we don't know how things are going to turn out. And rather than try to figure things out-from the level of mind- the opportunity to open to the Divine is much more obvious.

When all options fall away, there is only this doorway into our True Nature that reveals itself. And that can be unsettling when we do not have anything to hold onto. We choose to leave everything up to True Nature, so that we can put all our attention there. It leaves lots of loose ends dangling in the sea of Uncertainty, to work themselves out as True Nature sees fit.

This sea of uncertainty has become so enticing. I can see that my entire life has led up to this moment, when I am finally able to let go this much. I am thrilled, and grateful. And I can sense a touch of unsettledness beneath the surface. But that is to be expected. Because where this Life is going, is into an entirely new moment. Never before. And in this moment there is only Beloved Presence. It is all there is.

Fall in Love. Stay there.